Do not run, deal with the fears you have. Be with the self no one has met. Let the vulnerability be at peak. Loose your self in to the wilderness of reality. Allow the pain residing in you flow. But, do keep a watch to not stop in between. Shake your head if its full of doubts, let those doubts fall off and disappear.
And to seek the source of the solutions to your problems, stand up and walk closer to a mirror nearby.
Yes, that is where you are going to find your answers. That is the one person you can trust on and the one to shower you with love and care.
Remember that Self is often a camouflage. But when you remove the mask of disguise, self turns up being the remedy you were seeking for in the world outside.
Accept your self. Love your self. Be your self.